SOUL FOOD

Ok so I've never really had soul food before

so today after getting called in to work

me and caligurl went to mama lee's soul food

I had the smothered pork chops with gravy

mash potatoes and sweet corn

IT WAS SOO GOOD!!

Imma deff go back

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Distracted

ok so today i was cleaning my room

and I just grabbed a random shirt without looking

my friend pablo gave it to me cuz he said im special

(like DIDIRI special)

I think this shirt is funny

so i jus had to take a pic

and blog it =]]

just in case u cant read wut it says

it says

" I ride the short bus"

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Pursuit Of Happiness (Megaforce Version)

this video is TRIPPY!

I freakin love it

I like it better than the first one

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RAAAWR!!!

ok so the other day I was at walmart

and I saw this cute little sandwich cutter

it cuts my pb&j into two cute dinosaurs

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theres peanut on the left and jelly on the right

they're all nice and happy

they have no idea what's coming!

and then CHOMP!

jellys head is gone

victory never tasted sooo good

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first painting

ok so I just recently started to paint

(thanx to my friend supersexiboxerguy)

this is my first try it looks like a lil kid did it
but I still like it =]
im giving it to my friend caligurl
cuz she liked it
on the back i wrote my name with my left hand
(cuz im right handed)
to make it look like a lil kid wrote it
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No Pain, No Gain

"No Pain, No Gain"

My dad used to say this all the time.

Lately I've been hearing it alot.

For some reason it just felt like I had to do it.

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Since I've moved to SA town,

I haven't really had a reason to draw.

I didn't have inspiration to do .....anything.

I stopped drawing.

I stopped writing poems.

I stopped takin pictures.

All the things that used to make me happy,

that made me feel like a creative person.

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I'm not saying that my drawings are the best.

They're not even my own to be honest.

Im the kind of person that can copy stuff...

(which isnt hard really)

but it makes me happy.

I put my own personal twist to them.

I would give credit to the original artist,

if i knew who they were.

Most of this stuff I just find on the internet somewhere.

(Google =])

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I have friends that actually inspired me to start up again.

One of them is my fellow night tech caligurl.

She is so creative when it comes to taking pictures.

I really admire her for this.

Plus her blog is always interesting to read as well.

Then theres supersexiboxerguy

(think i gotta give him a shorter name lol)

He really didnt inspire me to start drawing again,

he actually got me started on painting.

Of course for now

it looks like someone in elementary school painted it.

But im just getting started.

Maybe someday my watercolors will be beautiful,

beautiful to somebody besides my mom lol

till then I'll just keep painting, drawing, and just tryin to do my thing

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mac n cheese!!

I'm so happy with my mac n cheese
that I decided to post a blog. =)
This is probably the first random blog I've done since I started this blog.....which is kinda sad because I called it random thoughts lol

thinking about.....

Ok so i hate having too much time to just sit down and think.

....I DONT WANNA THINK!....

At my job I have alot of downtime. It is during this downtime that i just sit there and think. Sometimes I sit and reflect about my life.

I think about how i got to where i am today.

All the people back home that i miss so much.

All the things I'm restricted from.

All of the freedom i dont have.

These are just a few of the MANY things that go thru my head.

I am proud of myself and of where i am today.

But I think

If i didnt go through everything i did would i still be the same person?

Would i be where i am today had i not made those sacrifices that i did?

But then I also think,

God made me go through all of it for a reason.

All of it made me a stronger person,

the person I am today.

I might not seem like a strong person because I'm so quiet.

But just remember that saying:

"Never judge a book by its cover"

I don't wanna wonder about my past.

I don't want to worry too much about the present,

because eventually it will become the past.

I want to keep my eyes on the future.

I have some control over my future,

I can decide wether to go to school

or wether I just want to find a job and fall in love.

Now instead of thinking about my past,

I can wonder about my future

=)

You Belong With Me

ok so i was watching this video on tv when I started thinking about this guy that i really like but dont really get to see very often. I like him and we text occassionally, but im always...ALWAYS the first one to text. I have never gotten a text from him without me texting him first. One day caligurl was texting for me while I was getting ready to go out to a hookah bar. While she was texting people for me she decided to go through the text that I've exchanged with this guy (which we will call supersexyboxerguy =)). You're probably wondering why she did so...or not, but we both think this guy is super freakin SEXY!! lol and are always joking around about him. So she goes through my text messages and says "bro i think he reallly likes you" OMGee you don't know how much i wish this was true. Not only because he is soooo good looking, but I got a chance to hang out with him once and he just seems like a really cool, down to earth nice guy. But I just dont want to get my hopes up and then just be crushed, so i didnt take what she said seriously and just shook it off. Deep down inside though..... i really want it to be true. Which brings me to this song! lol I wish i could tell him that he belongs with me.