Internet....oh how I missed you

No internet for a couple of days. I thought I was going to die. I wonder what people used to do before internet was invented. Throw rocks? Go outside and actually exercise. Psh I am so glad that I was born when I was. I don't think i would be able to handle a life without FACEBOOK?! TWITTER?! SMART PHONES?! FLAT SCREEN TV'S?!....sounds like such a dark time.

I'm surprised how people weren't always bored. But sometimes I wonder how it would be if I lived in the 1950's. Now I know that women throughout history have worked very hard for the rest of us to have the same rights as the dudes, but I honestly wouldn't mind just being a housewife and mother. If anything that's what I hope to become someday. And you better believe I'm gonna be a damn good one! lol

You likey the eyebrows??

so today I went to the mall
me and califgurl
got our eyebrows threaded
it's always painful
but the end result is worth it

I mean come on!!
look at these eyebrow!!
they're SEXY!
lol

MOTM2: The Legend of Mr. Rager

I LOVE KID CUDI!!
the Legend of Mr. Rager
o_O

I haven't been a fan for long
but now
I can't get enough of him!!
I already had the cd
BUT.....
I HAD to buy the deluxe edition
my favorite songs on here are

1)Maniac
2)My mojo so dope
3)Marijuana
4)Wild'n cuz im young
5)These worries

I might as well list all the song
cuz they're all BOMB
he has some awesome collaborations on here too
he has songs with
Cee-Lo Green
Mary J. Blige
Kanye west
Cage
St. Vincent
&others

shakira! =D

So when I was young I used to ♥ shakira
back when she had just made it big in Mexico
I'm still a BIG fan of her old stuff
so when I saw these at f.y.e.
I HAD to own them
there's a lot of songs on here
that I haven't heard since I was a kid
I had ALL of her songs memorized
I had ALL of her cassette tapes
(yeah it was that long ago)
=]]

Rihanna - What's My Name (Feat. Drake)

ok so one day before work I forgot to charge my ipod

I had to time it so that it wouldn't die on my so i could use it for pt

so i went on youtube and just started lookin up random stuff

I had heard that rihanna had done a new song with drake

i ♥ them both so I HAD to look this up

I LOVED it
this song along with her only girl (in the world) single
make it mandatory for me to buy her cd
=]]

so much tv

I am so behind on my tv!!
right now I'm just watching dancing with the starts
the season premiere
yeah I'm trying to catch up but there's just so much to watch!!
I was talking to eskimochick the other day at work
and I still need to catch up on 1 season of dexter
and 2 seasons of weeds
well off to tv land
=/
lol

Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over

I just saw her perform live at the VMA's
(yeah i kno im late)

this chick has an AMAZING voice

FouR LoKoS

Ok so this weekend I went out with some new friends...

mistake #1 being the only girl with 3 guys

mistake #2 drinkin a big can of sumthin and then a beer

mistake #3 drinkin a four lokos

^I am a lightweight so this kinda hit me hard =/

mistake #4 taking a couple of jello shots at a wack blacklight party

^again I'm a lightweight so this was the wrong thing to do

mistake #5 smokin a black n mild with my friend

^smokin adds to the dizziness but i only smoke when i drink

^yeah figures I'm one of those lol

after this it gets kinda blurry
this is the me that I'm trying not to be
at some point during the night i start cryin

^of course i would being the only girl in the group

then alot of drama happens
can't remember some of it
but i think in the end it was a pretty good night
plus i kissed my friend =]]

^sad part is that I can't remember if i liked it or not =/

Turltenecks

Honestly I don't mean to offend anybody when i say this but

TURTLENECKS ARE GAY

I don't care how cute you are

I don't care if u say your straight

as soon as i see that turtleneck

I automatically think

GAY

Ok so lets start from the beginning

what made me write this blog

The other day at work I was watching white collar

the guy on the show is sooooo freakin HOT

but then I'm like

WTF IS THAT ON HIS NECK?!?!?

(and no it wasn't a hickey)

he was wearing a turtleneck!!

major turnoff

but that might just be me lol

CRASH!!!! dos

ok so remember i told u how i crashed my car??
yeah well poor kuzco got fcke up!!
=[[
here are some pics i was able to take when it was at the shop

you can't really see it but there's a crack on the windshield
I'm already thinkin this is gonna be expensive
and I haven't even gotten to the worst part
=[[

kuzco needs plastic surgery to fix his face

this is the side view
shit is fckd up
=[[
MY POOR BABY!!
I have no idea what I was thinking
I couldn't even open the door
that's when it really hit me
OMG I just fckd up my beh-beh!
the whole thing just happened so fast
it felt like a dream
I wish so much that it wouldn't have happened
but it did
=[[
I guess its true
you learn from your mistakes

CRASH!

FML

i crashed my car

my beautiful 2009 toyota corolla

poor cuzco

everything happened so quickly

i froze

i freaked

this happened on the weekend while i was on my way to my friends house

now my car is lost and im pissed

the repair shop says the towing company has it

the towing company says the repair shop has it

im getting soooo mad

plus the car rental place gave me chevy cobalt

i dislike it sooo much

cant wait to get my baby back

but its prolly gonna be awhile

=[[

plus thats not the only thing

so many things going on right now

im not surprised if i need to shop for a wig sometime soon

all this stress is making me bald!

GAAAHHH!!

so i haven't been posting blogs lately

been up to alot

mostly nothing lol =]

been frustrated as hell though

thats for sure

so much has happened in the past few days

i just hope that things get better =/

Usher ft. Pitbull - DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again [HQ] + Lyrics

This song always gets me pumped!!

makes me wanna go out to the club n just dance!!

but i have to work today =[[

ugh

*sigh*

SOUL FOOD

Ok so I've never really had soul food before

so today after getting called in to work

me and caligurl went to mama lee's soul food

I had the smothered pork chops with gravy

mash potatoes and sweet corn

IT WAS SOO GOOD!!

Imma deff go back

=]]

Distracted

ok so today i was cleaning my room

and I just grabbed a random shirt without looking

my friend pablo gave it to me cuz he said im special

(like DIDIRI special)

I think this shirt is funny

so i jus had to take a pic

and blog it =]]

just in case u cant read wut it says

it says

" I ride the short bus"

=]]

Pursuit Of Happiness (Megaforce Version)

this video is TRIPPY!

I freakin love it

I like it better than the first one

=]]

RAAAWR!!!

ok so the other day I was at walmart

and I saw this cute little sandwich cutter

it cuts my pb&j into two cute dinosaurs

=]]

theres peanut on the left and jelly on the right

they're all nice and happy

they have no idea what's coming!

and then CHOMP!

jellys head is gone

victory never tasted sooo good

=]]

first painting

ok so I just recently started to paint

(thanx to my friend supersexiboxerguy)

this is my first try it looks like a lil kid did it
but I still like it =]
im giving it to my friend caligurl
cuz she liked it
on the back i wrote my name with my left hand
(cuz im right handed)
to make it look like a lil kid wrote it
=]]

No Pain, No Gain

"No Pain, No Gain"

My dad used to say this all the time.

Lately I've been hearing it alot.

For some reason it just felt like I had to do it.

.

.

Since I've moved to SA town,

I haven't really had a reason to draw.

I didn't have inspiration to do .....anything.

I stopped drawing.

I stopped writing poems.

I stopped takin pictures.

All the things that used to make me happy,

that made me feel like a creative person.

.

.

I'm not saying that my drawings are the best.

They're not even my own to be honest.

Im the kind of person that can copy stuff...

(which isnt hard really)

but it makes me happy.

I put my own personal twist to them.

I would give credit to the original artist,

if i knew who they were.

Most of this stuff I just find on the internet somewhere.

(Google =])

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.

I have friends that actually inspired me to start up again.

One of them is my fellow night tech caligurl.

She is so creative when it comes to taking pictures.

I really admire her for this.

Plus her blog is always interesting to read as well.

Then theres supersexiboxerguy

(think i gotta give him a shorter name lol)

He really didnt inspire me to start drawing again,

he actually got me started on painting.

Of course for now

it looks like someone in elementary school painted it.

But im just getting started.

Maybe someday my watercolors will be beautiful,

beautiful to somebody besides my mom lol

till then I'll just keep painting, drawing, and just tryin to do my thing

.

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[[♥]]

mac n cheese!!

I'm so happy with my mac n cheese
that I decided to post a blog. =)
This is probably the first random blog I've done since I started this blog.....which is kinda sad because I called it random thoughts lol

thinking about.....

Ok so i hate having too much time to just sit down and think.

....I DONT WANNA THINK!....

At my job I have alot of downtime. It is during this downtime that i just sit there and think. Sometimes I sit and reflect about my life.

I think about how i got to where i am today.

All the people back home that i miss so much.

All the things I'm restricted from.

All of the freedom i dont have.

These are just a few of the MANY things that go thru my head.

I am proud of myself and of where i am today.

But I think

If i didnt go through everything i did would i still be the same person?

Would i be where i am today had i not made those sacrifices that i did?

But then I also think,

God made me go through all of it for a reason.

All of it made me a stronger person,

the person I am today.

I might not seem like a strong person because I'm so quiet.

But just remember that saying:

"Never judge a book by its cover"

I don't wanna wonder about my past.

I don't want to worry too much about the present,

because eventually it will become the past.

I want to keep my eyes on the future.

I have some control over my future,

I can decide wether to go to school

or wether I just want to find a job and fall in love.

Now instead of thinking about my past,

I can wonder about my future

=)

You Belong With Me

ok so i was watching this video on tv when I started thinking about this guy that i really like but dont really get to see very often. I like him and we text occassionally, but im always...ALWAYS the first one to text. I have never gotten a text from him without me texting him first. One day caligurl was texting for me while I was getting ready to go out to a hookah bar. While she was texting people for me she decided to go through the text that I've exchanged with this guy (which we will call supersexyboxerguy =)). You're probably wondering why she did so...or not, but we both think this guy is super freakin SEXY!! lol and are always joking around about him. So she goes through my text messages and says "bro i think he reallly likes you" OMGee you don't know how much i wish this was true. Not only because he is soooo good looking, but I got a chance to hang out with him once and he just seems like a really cool, down to earth nice guy. But I just dont want to get my hopes up and then just be crushed, so i didnt take what she said seriously and just shook it off. Deep down inside though..... i really want it to be true. Which brings me to this song! lol I wish i could tell him that he belongs with me.

hookah bar!!

ok so since i moved to SA town (aka san antonio) i havent really gone out and done anything that I've really enjoyed besides the movies (i know i know freakin loser!) Me and my friend (who we shall name eskimochick) have been wanting to go out for the longest time. It's been kinda hard to plan something since all of my friends work different schedules. One of my good friends that works nights too, but on a different schedule (who we shall call caligurl) finally got some days off with me. Me and caligurl were just kickin it for a while wondering what to do on this rare occassion. That's when eskimochick texted sayin we should go to a hookah bar. I freakin LOVE hookah bars! and it was sooo chill. I liked that they had an outside patio and an inside area, freakin awesome. Our waiter kinda sucked but we didnt care because the coal guy was pretty cool. Point is i had alot of fun, the food was awesome, the company was amazing, I am so glad i went! I am definetly gonna go back soon.

my first blog!!

Hey whats up dudes n dudettes.

Ok so this is my first blog EVAR!! Im not exactly sure what i'm doing yet so.... I'm just gonna wing it. A friend told me that a blog is a good way to let things out, to vent, or just express yourself. From now on im just gonna post whatever comes to mind, whenever! I honestly dont believe many, if anybody, will read this blog but.....i dont care!! lol
For now my mind is blank, which happens often, so until later when I get a random thought.