new blog

...........sooooooooooo..........
i named my blog random thoughts
but it doesn't really feel like random
it feels more like
a melodramatic teenagers diary

...........soooooooooo...........
i made a new blog
the diary of an average girl
because that's what i am
i'm average
my looks....average
my attitude....average
my goals....average
my everything....average
i have no special talents
...unless whining like a little teenage girl is a talent...

.....sooooooooooo......
i'll prolly still do a couple random blogs here n there
but mostly complaining & whining
in the new blog
....if i can get it to work lol

Morning Playlist

Every morning me n Kash always listen to the same songs....



This is probably one of the first songs we listen to
...



^^This is Kash's FAVORITE
...



yeah when this song comes on
both me n kash feel like we performing at the Grammy's
SHITS THAT SERIOUS
lol


these are some that I can remember
of our "driving to work" playlist

Fall For Your Type

"Tell me why I always fall for your type"
sigh
HOW TRUE THIS IS FOR ME
I always far for guys who
are jerks
...dogs...
I always far for guys who
make me feel like they like me
but they only like me for a little while

I don't want to be that kinda girl
I don't want to be the girl you want for a LITTLE WHILE
I want to be the girl you want TO SPEND TIME WITH

For some reason
I can't find myself attracted to a good guy
somebody that actually wants to spend time with me
somebody who would appreciate me
& I don't know how to change that

Rambling thoughts

Some people are very focused and don't get distracted very easily
unfortunately
...I'M NOT ONE OF THEM...
My brain works in a different way.
I have the attention span of a squirrel.
My friends say I prolly have ADHD
....but that's also because I can't sit still for too long....
I always lose my train of thought when I'm talking to somebody.

I've been told several times that I should dye my hair blonde
....no racist....
*sigh*

My "friend"
...or umm more like an acquaintance...
seems to have his life so figured out
he's focused
he's going to school
he's working
he goes to the gym regularly
& whenever I talk to him
I feel like I'm not doing SHIT with my life
all I do is work n sleep
=/

I need to change my life
STAT
I don't like doing things alone
but if I want MY life to change
I have to do it MYSELF
nobody's going to change it for me
*sigh*
oh well
wish me luck!

Internet....oh how I missed you

No internet for a couple of days. I thought I was going to die. I wonder what people used to do before internet was invented. Throw rocks? Go outside and actually exercise. Psh I am so glad that I was born when I was. I don't think i would be able to handle a life without FACEBOOK?! TWITTER?! SMART PHONES?! FLAT SCREEN TV'S?!....sounds like such a dark time.

I'm surprised how people weren't always bored. But sometimes I wonder how it would be if I lived in the 1950's. Now I know that women throughout history have worked very hard for the rest of us to have the same rights as the dudes, but I honestly wouldn't mind just being a housewife and mother. If anything that's what I hope to become someday. And you better believe I'm gonna be a damn good one! lol

You likey the eyebrows??

so today I went to the mall
me and califgurl
got our eyebrows threaded
it's always painful
but the end result is worth it

I mean come on!!
look at these eyebrow!!
they're SEXY!
lol

MOTM2: The Legend of Mr. Rager

I LOVE KID CUDI!!
the Legend of Mr. Rager
o_O

I haven't been a fan for long
but now
I can't get enough of him!!
I already had the cd
BUT.....
I HAD to buy the deluxe edition
my favorite songs on here are

1)Maniac
2)My mojo so dope
3)Marijuana
4)Wild'n cuz im young
5)These worries

I might as well list all the song
cuz they're all BOMB
he has some awesome collaborations on here too
he has songs with
Cee-Lo Green
Mary J. Blige
Kanye west
Cage
St. Vincent
&others